I got dark thoughts and doubts, insecurities I won't surface

Only way I'll let them serve us, is in a song form, revealing all my emotions for a dope purpose

So all can hear my message, I'll say no curses

Complications of impediments in my conversation

Im a schitzo, clouding my own mind with my contemplations

Off in the distance, My dark sides persistence, to pursue other interests, makes me pay

But Whats the cost of our existence? Macy gray

I try, but every action has an equal

An opposite, kinda like bizarro birthed a sequel

A composite of all my intentions makes me consulate

Myself, cuz i can't bear to see you with a great somebody else

Conspire that u cheating on me, I imply to smash a few like NSA sex with a rando to get back at you

Like Its jus what I have to do, i add it in a rap or two

I seem to forget thoughts I've fabricated

I don't really like what I've become so I jus have to hate it

I'm a dick, jerkin my own head around, I'm masturbated

It just doesn't add up, guess I just miscalculated

I'm unhappy with myself, I overcompensate

My sober conscience makes the same dumb choices that my shots will make

No progression, i expect my destiny to oscillate

Its got to wait, until I place decisions that I got to make

You dont really care what i say

These insecurities in our way

We too busy, fighting ourselves

Often detrimenting our health

Get to arguing and fussing... feelings hurt and cussing

Try to build foundation but jus finish with destruction

All because of insecurities

All because of insecurities

Yea, ha

Hold up, who's the dude u hugging smiling on

Looks like I'll get violent on, jealousy keeps piling on

Make me take tylenol, fight and call, words said

All these things Im thinking bout, outliers up in your bed

You dont really care what i say

These insecurities in our way

We too busy, fighting ourselves

Often detrimenting our health

Get to arguing and fussing... feelings hurt and cussing

Try to build foundation but jus finish with destruction

All because of insecurities

All because of insecurities

Yea, ha