...And Still I Wander South

I spent so much time focused on the difference Eclipsed by the shadows of my past Nothing will sustain Nothing is built to last (Nothing is built to last) There's a hole in the dark Where the waters rest No waves in a grave In a grave unkept As above so below Still stuck inside this hole My mouth is a drain Where no water flows A jaded infatuation, nothing more I need lightning to strike in the same place twice I cast out a prayer for wings Anything to remove this vice (Remove this vice) Trapped in my head Where the waters rest I've spent so much of my life trying to get out And still I wander south