I don't wanna go back there

I don't wanna throw my life away

I don't wanna go back there

I don't wanna throw my life away

Yeah, I know it's really hard, I know it's sad to say

That I've been thinking I lived all of my brighter days

I wish I could find a purpose, wish to find a way

But I've been trapped inside my brain with this anxiety

I'm running, I've been running from my problems

Think it's time I go and solve them

I've been down this road too often, whoa, oh

I don't wanna go back there

I don't wanna throw my life away

I don't wanna go back there

I don't wanna throw my life away

I don't wanna go back there

I don't wanna to throw my life away

I don't wanna to go back there

I don't wanna to throw my life, and

All my friends got so much dread, and

I try to show them all the brighter things, and

All my friends got so much dread

And I try to show them, the brighter side of life

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away

I try my best to chase the sun, I'm only feeling the rain

And nobody really knows that I'm just riding the waves

And when you see me, you gon' notice that I'm holding my breath

'Cause every step I take is only so much closer to death, damn

I've got a lot of things going on

I came up, made rounds but I'm still down

I've got a lot of stress on my back, I lay down, heart pounds I don't like that

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life, and

All my friends got so much dread, and

I try to show them all the brighter things, and

All my friends got so much dread

And I try to show them, the brighter side of life

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to go back there

I don't want to throw my life away