You're far from my father figure, I figured it out

It's been about six years since you visited now

Thinking back it could be more but I ain't sitting to count

Child support you only gave the minimum freaking amount

Living in dought I turn to the streets scene

Searching for guidance have converted to me keen on sweet green

I was a permanent weed feen

Ended up in hospital determined to keep clean

Have your geans been making me like you

I know you got a few new babies, a wife too

There not my brothers, there replacements from white goo

I don't wanna meet em im afraid what I might do

How about you fucking place em in my shoes

Give them a little taste of being hated and lied too

I use to think I'd never make it then I grew

Now I see your just another fake that my life knew

But it was just my mum and me

He must of had enough of me

So I'mma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad

I'mma make him stand in the rain and show him the man I became through the panic 'n pain

But it was just my mum and me

He must of had enough of me

So I'mma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad

I'mma shove his face in the dirt and show him the ways his hurt me since the day of my birth

I wanna cry I definitely got a lot of pride

But I remember you telling me how you shot a guy

I was horrified, you showed me photos of squashed dead bodies

These are memories that I gotta hide

What was your mind thinking, I was a fucking kid

I don't fucking love you and I don't know why my mother did

Other kids asked where you were and I'd fucking flip

It's my birth dad and I don't know where the fucker is

I must admit I was jealous and confused

I don't really have that many relatives to loose

Fathers day was awkward, irrelevant and screwed

An elephant in the room and the devil in my views

Its settled in the booth even tho you don't deserve a track

I'm feeling like I need to go and smoke a 30 pack

Moving forward my demons know I won't be turning back

But if I see you tho, you need to know that I'mma hurt you dad

But it was just my mum and me

He must of had enough of me

So I'mma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad

I'mma make him stand in the rain and show him the man I became through the panic 'n pain

But it was just my mum and me

He must of had enough of me

So I'mma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad

I'mma shove his face in the dirt and show him the ways his hurt me since the day of my birth

Dam it you cunt how could you abandon your son

Responsibilities you had you just handed to mum

Ever since my fucking life on this planet began

You haven't done shit to help me be the man I've become

I plan to become, a descent father, a father than a piece of blood that leaves there son and never has to see the drama

I just hope one day you receive some karma

And get your fucking corps dropped in a secret harbor

Completes a charmer, maybe I'm bad shit 'cause my mind left the same way that my dad did

You weren't a father you just basically acted

The fact is I'm so ashamed of this fat prick

Was I a bad kid, it ain't hard to prove

You took a new path and I ain't passing through

It makes marks and breaks hearts in two

So all I know is I don't take after you cunt

But it was just my mum and me

He must of had enough of me

So I'mma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad

I'mma make him stand in the rain and show him the man I became through the panic 'n pain

But it was just my mum and me

He must of had enough of me

So I'mma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad

I'mma shove his face in the dirt and show him the ways he's hurt me since the day of my birth