Pain (T Me)

Paint me any color you want i can't see anything Shift the weight through the empty space - The advantages they take Lately i've been thinking about leaving my mind It's already separate from my body - I don't need either I couldn't commit to my beliefs and neither they to me All evil people with no feeling But jealousy... Don't give a shit: Making out that we're sick Talk the talk but you know what you fucking did Malicious intent - feeding a hurt mindset Too drunk to contest... You're the one who's fucking sick But they drilled it into my brain that... I hate me when i'm sober I hate me when i'm not So I pick the one that makes me forget it I hate the way i feel Throbbing in the side of my neck, I can feel the pulse; the complete regret I called you friends FAKE And isn't it sick? You pushed a situation Shoved the alcohol down my throat - Spun the word, closed the door Fuck the way they want me to feel I won't anymore Counting down the days until they re-learn my name - They all talk about change and then remain the same Counting down the days until they re-learn my name - They all talk about change and then remain the same