Self Deprecation

There's a plague growing inside of me Eating away at my motivation Taking my days one by one Self-deprecation Oh, I don't know how much time I have left If these thoughts keep consuming my head You're not good enough, why are you trying? And you constantly feel like dying You're always falling, never flying So why are you still trying? It's a war I've fought before Maybe this time I'll win And a new light will shine on me A new life will begin But I don't know how much time I have left If these thoughts keep consuming my head You're not good enough, why are you trying? And you constantly feel like dying You're always falling, never flying So why are you still trying? Here I am again Will my mind ever come to amends?