I fall under pressure

I'm giving in to the fear of

Hopelessness

(I'm giving in to the fear of losing it)

Surrounded by a voice inside my head

You said you wanted change but none of it would set you free

Laid down your life for filthy habits only you could see

Lost in the dark and it's hard to find the point

I've been missing for far too long

Take for granted all the things that you've been given

Wipe away the life that you've been living

I struggle through another day

The withdrawals are worth the pain

Heal me

How can I change anything, the way you want me

(Never gonna stop, never gonna change it)

What's so wrong with me? (What's so wrong?)

I won't fade away

How can I help myself

To stay away from the things that remind me

(Stay away, stay away)

Of who I was (from something that I'm not)

Too busy running from what's helping you move on

Too busy opening the cut that keeps you torn

Feel all alone with no way out what is the point

Cried out for help, turn back around and now they're gone

Making friends with the pain so you'll never be alone

Lessons learned when your struggling at the bottom

Make friends with pain

(If I give in then I'll never be the same)

Lost in the dark and it's hard to find the point

I've been missing for far too long

Never seem content still searching for my fix

Can't help myself from feeling like this

How can I change anything, the way you want me

(Never gonna stop, never gonna change it)

What's so wrong with me? (What's so wrong?)

I won't fade away

So you want to know what's left inside of me

But I'm scared to show you what there's left to see

Lost in the dark still searching for my fix