Walk around everyday feeling like if

I mess up all the blame goes to me

All these thoughts in my mind

Wishing I could rewind to a better time

I was happy

For a few months I've been feeling so crappy

People say one thing and I get snappy

Now I'm sitting here reminiscing on my past

Wishing that my happy side would've last

Now it's hard to find the old me

Rather be some where else not reality

Everything is getting so hard

It's like my life is falling apart

Sometimes I drift away and think about a happy place

A type of place where I didn't get tormented

All the crap I've been through got me feeling so twisted

Wish somebody understood the way I felt

To be honest it kinda makes my heart melt

I probably wouldn't care if I died right now

People look at me crazy and say wow

But I never got no one to talk to

People quickly turn their backs who is you