Don't like the way that I look

I don't like the way that I feel

I'm acting like everything's cool but maybe it's time I start keeping it real

I've thought about killing myself

I've thought about ending it all

I've thought about standing on top of my building in Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall

I'm scared

And I'm losing my patience

I wanna feel weightless

I hate this

What's up?

Ayy, don't know why I'm so fucked up

It sucks

Ayy, maybe I'm over-dramatic

But I'm just keeping it real

I'm not always okay

I don't know how to deal

I wish I had someone to give me some love

I wish I had someone to give me a hug

I'm sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs

I wish I could just stop fucking up

Dear Johnny, be honest

You can change if you wanted

And let me tell you something else that's true

There's no one else that's just like you

Dear Johnny, be real

It's okay to feel

One day you're gonna hear this song

And laugh because you stayed so strong

Got a brother I know that I don't call enough

"Hey baby boy, what's up? I miss you so much"

Got a father that raised me when shit got tough

But we don't really know how to talk about stuff

Got a mother I ain't seen in 18 years

Just know that I forgive you, there's been too many tears

I hope I don't get any older

With this chip up on my shoulder

I think it's time I switched it all up

Dear Johnny, be honest (Yeah)

You can change if you wanted

And let me tell you something else that's true (True)

There's no one else that's just like you

Dear Johnny, be real

It's okay to feel (Yeah)

One day you're gonna hear this song

And laugh because you stayed so strong

I'm falling away

From everything that's ever brought me down

I am the sound

Now

I'm falling away

From everything that's ever brought me down

I am the sound

Now

Dear Johnny, be honest (Yeah)

You can change if you wanted

And let me tell you something else that's true

There's no one else that's just like you

Dear Johnny, be real (Oh)

It's okay to feel (Yeah)

One day you're gonna hear this song

And laugh because you stayed so strong

Hahahaha

I feel better already

Yeah

Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest

Wow

Thank you for listening

Thank you for being a part of our life

Shout out to Studio G

Shout out to Brooklyn

Shout out to Venice Beach

Shout out to Pam the cat

Shout out to Jolene the dog

And word to 11

Yeah, love you

This is a family

This is MCID

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