Yeah this is crazy. But I’m not feeling well again. It feels like my body is

shutting down. And I’m just thinking in reverse."Try to take control.” That's

all I do man. Every single day, before I freak out. My mind is playing tricks

on me. Again and again!"Just breathe.” Oh I’ve been breathing like a freak. I

slow it down and count the times. And really put my mind to it. Every single

breath, whistles you're gonna die, and every single friend, tells me I’m not

gonna die. So lets get to the bottom and see who is right, and who's wrong. So

break me, break me! And show me the bones that I gotta see. We gotta carry on.

Let's go! Time keeps slipping away from me. Watch me fall and die. So lost.

First step is recognizing, that everything is fine. We’re so far to let things

go.