크레딧
실연 아티스트
Hadwyn
실연자
작곡 및 작사
Madi Diaz
작사가 겸 작곡가
Ian Keaggy
작사가 겸 작곡가
프로덕션 및 엔지니어링
Ian Keaggy
프로듀서
가사
[Verse 1]
I love you and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm not afraid of trying, I wish I was
And I hate 'cause I know I'm really lying
I know I'm really lying and it sucks
I could lay in this bed
Wide awake and upset
And I can make it
But I know that I'd be lying
[Verse 2]
I'm so tired of living like angels and devils
Always at war with each other
But we're both losing the battle
What did I do?
Remember when you used to need me
Exactly how I used to need you
But you're telling me now you don't want to
[Verse 3]
I love you and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm not afraid of trying, I wish I was
And I hate 'cause I know I'm really lying
I know I'm really lying and it sucks
I could lay in this bed
Wide awake and upset
And I can make it
But I know that I'd be lying
I know that I'd be lying
[Verse 4]
I know that I'd be lying
[Verse 5]
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
[Verse 6]
Your words, burning my heart through the wire
Mountains of gray from the fire
Suppressing the rush of the pain
Will I ever learn?
How to be cold like the winter
How to cover my heart from the blisters
And not cry when I'm seeing your face
[Verse 7]
I love you and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm not afraid of trying, I wish I was
And I hate 'cause I know I'm really lying
I know I'm really lying and it sucks
I could lay in this bed
Wide awake and upset
And I can make it
But I know that I'd be lying
I know that I'd be lying
[Verse 8]
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to (I know that I'd be lying)
[Verse 9]
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
Written by: Madi Diaz, Ian Keaggy
