I've been swallowing blood in my sleep

My fading thoughts turn blue with gloom

Emotionless you turn away, and face the dark and substance abuse

Endless misery

Lead you to decay

Inject the poison into your veins

Forever Suffering

Left in disarray

Medicating poison with pain

Happiness at the end of every needle

The daily dose of 40,000 people

Endless misery

Lead you to decay

Forever suffering

Left in disarray

Dressed in scars, locked behind bars

Abandoned till we join the stars

I'm so sorry, the pain became too much

You'd rather chase a high than turn to love

You feel nothing

Bliss between your bones

Martyr for loathing

Lust in solitude

You never killed the darkness, you let it in

Every pill, every scar, every quake from every tremor, your body suffocates itself

Your logic turned bleak from every draw, every dose

Overcome with pain, your eyes roll back into your head

And your mind disconnects

You are a slave