Little bloody stains in my eyes

Vessel breaking all of the time

Devil's on the clock nine to five

Falling through the stairs while I climb

And I could tell that something wasn't right

All that empty space on the horizon

If you can't see the throne why even try?

Never did no drugs, maybe I should try some

In the name of what do I fight?

In the name of what do I fight?

I don't need to change

Don't think about it

See some shit so now I drink about it

(Fuck) Can't sleep

4 AM, I see a figure

Think my life is over but he can't deliver (shit)

Sat through all my fuckin' whispers

Telling me my life been caught up in a twister

I been flying in a circle

I was missing curfew when I had a curfew

If you think I curved you then I probably curved you

I ain't really sorry baby girl I hurt you

I ain't gonna rest 'til I fuckin' drop dead

I been runnin' outta options

Call me Vinny Checkers, never chill

I pop another pill to get up out my thoughts (damn)

Life been really toxic, overrated

I don't feel appreciated anymore

By people I thought it mattered, I don't get it

I hated the shit I was singin' before

In a loop, an inner circle to follow up how to go out and go open these doors

Gotta get it, gotta go and relax

I never thought that I'd make it this far (ayy)

All the shit that's all up on my mind it got me droppin' off the map

I put my phone on autopilot for the night so they can't ask me where I'm at

Ridin' through my city in the night, solo dolo with the cash

And I just needed space, I'm on the side

Gimme time and I'll be back

Phone's low, I let it burn like Usher

I'm a stones throw away from disappointments

I don't wanna talk, 'cause I don't wanna tell 'em

I don't wanna fix it, I just want it better

I've been broke forever, needing changes

Mental health and wealth in different places

I know life is phases, I know people leave you

Fuck if theirs is greener, **** mine is green too

Phone jumpin', I won't operate it

I won't let 'em play me unless it's on a playlist

Leave it off for all the rainy days

'Cause I don't wanna feel and I don't wanna shade 'em

Known numbers tryna check my wavelength

'Cause they noticed Hank ain't been up on the same shit

I need time and separation from it

Bein' honest all I really want is space, shit

Little bloody stains in my eyes

Vessel breaking all of the time

Devil's on the clock nine to five

Falling through the stairs while I climb

And I could tell that something wasn't right

All that empty space on the horizon

If you can't see the throne why even try?

Never did no drugs, maybe I should try some

In the name of what do I fight?

In the name of what do I fight?

Hard not to have an ego when I'm in a room full of mirrors

I'm a whole different person

But I feel like nothing's workin'

I got friends and family that rely on me

And my shorty told me she would die for me

I got **** that say they would ride for me

'Til I'm down on my luck and they hide from me

I got trust issues

Feel I'm on top of the world, but somehow I'll lose it all

Due to liquor, strippers, snorting Adderall

As soon as I finish this album off, it'll all evolve

Sick of chasin' highs and lows in all these different places

Devils workin' I can feel it, I know he's obsessed with me

Please don't catch up to me runnin' from

Fear in my mind

Never see it clear through my eyes

Faded on this long midnight drive

Stuck inside a life that ain't mine

You can see that something isn't right

All that empty space under both eyelids

I don't answer calls, I don't even try

Lookin' for the plug, maybe I can find some

In the name of what do I fight?

In the name of what do I fight?