It's Not Okay

I'm stressing out there is no doubt it seems I can't believe I'm falling out again without my guts and apathy I'm losing sleep I cannot eat I shut my mouth I'm full of doubt keep calm then rise with steam It's hard to see with all this fog hazing my mind with scenes all make believe You told me That you told me it'd be okay and it's fine And I told you I'm not okay and it's not fine Suppressed for way too long I'm done holding my tongue I'm sick of playing nice I'm gone I won't think twice Remember That you told me it'd be okay and it's fine And I told you I'm not okay and it's not fine You'll miss me when I'm gone You'll miss me and you'll regret it so and then you'll tell me that You'll tell me you're not okay and it's not fine And I'll tell you that you're okay and you'll be fine