Your boys left me at the gates

Dangled keys and hazed with promised fates

I wish I could unknow what it's like to have my body made a battlefield

They paid until I owed

Felt so trapped like I've been bought and sold

While they played power games, got stoned

I blamed myself and forgot who was in control

I've walked too deep inside a man's world

Lost my strength

Forgotten what I came for

And I know I'm not the first

That you made defend her word

When I refuse to be coerced

Somehow I'm subversive

I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time

But I'm not guilty

So why do I feel guilty?

So guilty

As the gavel pounds

Touch my navel and I know deep down

Came all this way to see the shape your silhouette makes when you turn from me

I've walked too deep inside a man's world

Lost my strength

Forgotten what I came for

And I know I'm not the first

That you made defend her word

When I refuse to be coerced

Somehow I'm subversive

I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time

But I'm not guilty

So why do I feel guilty?

So guilty

Why do I feel guilty?

So guilty

Can I forgive myself, for myself? Too heavy to carry

Can I forgive myself, for myself? Too heavy to carry

And I know I'm not the first

That you made defend her word

When I refuse to be coerced

Somehow I'm subversive

I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time

But I'm not guilty

So why do I feel guilty?

So guilty

Why do I feel guilty?

So guilty

Why should I feel, now why should I feel so guilty?

Now why should I feel so guilty?

No, no, no, no, no, no