You don't make an effort

And now i'm doing all the reaching

Love in me is a curse

I clipped my wings and now i'm bleeding

I don't wanna need her

But I got used to how she treat me

Barely feel i'm on earth

My insecurities are eating

My downfall is overthinking

Reassure me or i'm weakened

Leave me drowning leave me sinking

You ain't text me back in weeks

Woke up to blood up in my sheets

See devil horns replaced my wings

Revenge has always tasted sweet

And i'm so sick of being me

I'm not really one for the bullshit

I don't want the talk stage, I just want this

I'm the man that I am, drew a line up in the sand

And I cannot really stand beyond-it

I don't wanna waste time, be honest

You broke every last thing you promised

Leave my coat back at home, when i'm out in the cold

Cause I guess I must like the hardship

I make shit harder for my self and I deserve no help

I fucked up, every, single, time, I had, a grip on someone else

Why love is always hell, I don't no nothing else

I'm dragging myself through the pain i'm entertained by no-one else

I crave what makes me melt, like Icarus I fell

Must be addicted to the pain, the way I hide it you can't tell that

My insecurities are eating me alive

We're inseparable they're always at my side

I don't don't don't don't want this life

Ay just take it from me swear i'll be alright

My insecurities are eating me alive

We're inseparable they're always at my side

I don't don't don't don't want this life

Ay just take it from me swear i'll be alright