I’m becoming everything that I hate

And I don’t want to die a fucking disgrace

I’m the man that ruins his name

Live a life full of lies and personal gain

I don’t want to die on my own here

And be pushed to death by my own fear

I don’t want to die while I lay here

And be swallowed whole by my own fear

It’s taking all my time

Staying up inside my head all night

I need to know ill make it through alright

Even the deepest tunnel has a light but, I will let you down even god don't want me now

You hide from your life cause you know your not living

See the devil in your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror

Are you starting to see these things clearer or will he never let you go

Step back took a look at my life

Held my breath cause all I want is to die

Lifeless violent hiding everything that I am

Shine the light

Reveal the truth, denial

Shine the light

Reveal the world you hide

I hate who I’ve become

I won't be forgiven for the things I've done

I hope you know that I will let you down even god don’t want me now

You hide from your life cause you know your not living

See the devil in your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror

Are you starting to see these things clearer or will he never let you go

He has a grip on your neck holding you tight with everything

In him. you try to break free but starting to realize this is who you've

Come to be

Never thought I’d find myself all alone fighting demons

Beneath my own skin

Hiding from words I've thought all along

I’m not the devil’s son

You hide from your life cause you know your not living

See the devil in your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror

Are you starting to see these things clearer or will he never let you go