Look my affirmations been confirmed you live and you learn

How that hell fire burn how you earn

None of my concern

The Paperboy and a Trapper ashes go in a urn

Both bodies go in the casket the bougie and the ratchet

Karma leave ya ass whipped till vibrating at a high frequency is mastered

Acted up around my parents got my ass whipped

Learned discipline from not listening

Now I’m a brick and look 20 skin glistening

Still remembering goals I set but ain’t reach yet

I can’t let my dreams get John Havlicek’d

Trying to manifest the life that I want put therapy in a blunt

Can’t front whole time been rapping my life what more could you want

Tails of illegal living from a baptized Christian

That follows no religion on a spiritual mission man listen

It’s E the trapper rapper slash actor ghost hoes like Casper then return like the rapture

I see my fate and I need to fly away

Where do I go where do I go

Obstacles in my way but I see a brighter day

Where do I go where do I go

It’s women that love me that don’t even like guys

When I’m around it’s a different look in they eyes

This my soul stripped naked no disguise

Me being lonely my last girl prophesied when she wasn’t my girl

Just wanted to be in my world I was thinking like a squirrel

Now she’s gone and I’m sick so I drink till I earl

And the room start to twirl middle finger to the world

Wish forgetting you was as easy as Gerald no G

This is E all of me to the T

Me spilling tea on IG you’ll never see

Me emotional on socials nobody really cares what you go through

And I will go postal to protect who I’m close to

Just saw you got married my emotions are buried

We were fucking a month ago that’s why commitment is scary

Smoking till my vision blurry ironic for a visionary

You wanted to be Ayesha Curry I was wilding like Marbury

I see my fate and I need to fly away

Where do I go where do I go

Obstacles in my way but I see a brighter day

Where do I go where do I go

May the path you take be righteous in the Free World or Rikers

Dealing with corporate snakes or 25 to lifers

We all got our vices to get us through a crisis

Some of them death is what the price is it’s hard trying to write this

My cousin found his father after he blew out his brains

Right after his mom’s passed hit him like a car crash

Over the years it wore on him

Started drinking more and more I would have warned him if I knew

Only saw him with a couple miniatures and a brew

If that make him an alcoholic then I guess I’m one too

It’s levels to the bull shit we’ve been through

It’s all love Judge I can’t do

Letting you down I never planned to

If you hear this **** call me

Cuz I’ve been calling you

Voice mails the whole 9 just want to know that you’re fine

Hope you find peace of mind and your chakras are aligned

The sun always shine in due time ****

I see my fate and I need to fly away

Where do I go where do I go

Obstacles in my way but I see a brighter day

Where do I go where do I go