It feel like God be using me as a test

It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh

It feel like God be using me as a test

Was in a depressive state, feeling loneliness

I swear to God I lost my faith

I felt like I ain’t know what's next

That’s why I be making every move like I wouldn’t be here at the next, yeah

All the shit that I tried, happened several times

All the doubts in my mind, I had bad thoughts in my mind

You ever have bad thoughts in your mind

And really think that the best was to let go

And you was tryna say it, but you didn’t know

And I was talking to my parents like I didn’t know ‘em

I was falling off the face from the get-go

I never fuck with the fakes, so I let go

They tried to tell me that I was a pain before I left home

Feels like they wasn’t being sentimental

I lay low ‘cause the things that I been through

Everything before and everything that I will get into

I was hanging on to the thoughts of the things that I know I need to remove

They want to start some shit, so I get in it

Made it all by myself so I be petty

They want to play these games, but ain’t gon’ sell it

Gotta million things on my mind, it ain’t no telling

It feel like God be using me as a test

It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh

They had enough of me yet

I still strive for success

There was never a time in my life where I felt I was at my best

And they all said it wouldn’t work

Well Ima do it ‘til it all here works out

Until all the stressing calm down

So we can get a better view now

What am I supposed to do now

They want to start some shit so, I get in it

Made it all by myself so I be petty

They want to play these games, but ain’t gon’ sell it

Gotta million things on my mind, it ain’t no telling

It feel like God be using me as a test

It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh

It feel like God be using me as a test

It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh