Funny how those string lights look

Funny I can’t remember

This one's coming back from hell

I’m catching lips and wishing wells

Misery is empty

But it's funnier than ever

That one day I will die too

And I'll have to take me with you

I will take you all with me I will take you all with me

Funny how nostalgia makes those marshes all look like

A meadow full of flowers but I always loved dragonflies

And lightning bugs and all the swamps are rising up and swallowing us all

I feel like I’m a loser I lose something most everyday

I know that it is played out but I think that I could be a bird

I could fly up onto wires eat a mashed up old supply of Cap'n Crunch and slushies

God loves me I love Him

He loves 7-11

I’ll be drinking slurpees in heaven

I think that maybe heaven has been here this whole time

Depression isn’t constant its a fucking bedbug line

And Heaven was a turnpike and you were driving sixty five

And cars were all the angels I’m a dreamer I believe ya I was just outside to see ya

Trade my body in for credit cause boy I can’t deceive ya

I’m a meadow full of flowers

I’ve been dead for a few hours

So I’m dancing amongst the maples

The leaves are lined with syrup

And I just can’t believe that the middle one is 22

I’m almost 25 and I’m still pretty and I’m still shy

Just like that fuckin' bedbug line

Just like a million butterflies

But why oh why am I still learning what it's like to be alive