Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to

Moments that feel fake but they so true

I sit by the lake and I smoke to

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to

Moments that feel fake but they so true

I sit by the lake and I smoke to

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru

What the fuck do you do when somebody get to running from you

And you still love em but you hate what they becoming

The truth

Its hard to swallow sometimes

I write it all in these lines I try to spell it out

Why you burning down the house

I don't understand

I'm just doing what I can to live how I want

Its not my fault you made decisions now you hate what you got

Connect the dots, this ain't all about you

I'm living how I'm living you cant tell me what to do

I pursue

Everything that you hate

Freedom from the bullshit

Having nothing on my plate

I'm great

I already know that

I used to need you but the times change fast

And you act

Like you didn't need me back

Man fuck it I could tell

Only care about yourself

Well fuck it me too nothing else

Watch it melt

Watch it all float away

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to

Moments that feel fake but they so true

I sit by the lake and I smoke to

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to

Moments that feel fake but they so true

I sit by the lake and I smoke to

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru

I love it

Shout out to the homies and my cousins

Taking care of me when I couldn't

So sudden

Pushing not budging

I been stuck in the same spot

I got nothin to show

I been tryna grow

Progress been slow

Livin' the studio tryna work it out

I couldn't go without

Life just not the same

For me to just maintain

Consistently create

I always keep it straight

Never beat around the bush

I tell it like it is

I don't care how it looks

I'm learning from my books

They told me stay away

A spark to open flame

I'm really doing nothing

Lets not have this discussion

These are the repercussions

You lead to my destruction

Too much of an obstruction

Had to let you know

I'm just a step below

I was your stepping stone

Hear frustration in my tone

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to

Moments that feel fake but they so true

I sit by the lake and I smoke to

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to

Moments that feel fake but they so true

I sit by the lake and I smoke to

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru