Reason to Care

It's happening again I'm losing everything I cared about Even though they are still around me I'm describing this Among the hate and hurt Cause it the moment It could seem like there is nothing worse I've got words On paper but solutions, I could never learn No one's ever seen me at my very worst No ones ever asked me how I'm doing like there checking in Maybe I'm the one to blame When I think about it I don't do it either Guess it works both ways Now I see it how I should have seen it What I could have done Told you how I really felt I wonder if it would've helped If you told me now what you told me then All the things you wanted to get out When you were in pain Betting on my life I wouldn't feel the same I know what you really want to say Do you wish that everything was different I don't feel the same Wishing I could look past What I lost and never stayed Now I'm living in between trying to figure out this pain I'm reminded why I stay inside I don't wanna leave They're telling me I need to work on it I'll take the leap But It's difficult when all you see is bad in everything Yeah how can I show love When that word to me stings And how can I be loved When the person I think that I am Is really how they see me Most days I don't want to be me False hope Living that way, for the most part, no it's never easy I need a reason to care I need a reason to care Without it, I'm lost in the mirror I'm just a lost interference I need a reason to care Give me a reason to care I need a reason to wake up - That's more just selling a record to them I need a reason to care I need a reason to care Without it, I'm lost in the mirror I'm just a lost interference I need a reason to care Give me a reason to care I need a reason to wake up - That's more just selling a record to them Nothing has just changed Just dreams made real And it feels how it did when I started this Something so small Might be a big deal Cause I know what we had and I know what I happening Mind playing tricks got to step back Take a look at everything that we built from scratch Scared that it'll never be enough What I have and what I am Do they really understand Will it ever make sense When there is much sense to be made of this People come and go But the music always stick Wishing we could talk But it has been a while Trying to figure out what is wrong When it's been a couple of years Since we last spoke Feeling like a whole new man that you don't know You tell me that you care so much but you don't show it What are you trying to do to me Feels like I'm losing it I don't want to do this again So truthfully I don't want to care today I've been thinking lately What I've been afraid to say What if all of this was never meant to stay And everything I'm feeling now? Will follow me to the grave I don't fully understand what I've been feeling today I'm dealing with it alone and that's my biggest mistake We all struggle, doesn't matter who you are we're the same Overtime its all blur and its beginning to fade, why I need a reason to care I need a reason to care Without it, I'm lost in the mirror I'm just a lost interference I need a reason to care Give me a reason to care I need a reason to wake up - That's more just selling a record to them I need a reason to care I need a reason to care Without it, I'm lost in the mirror I'm just a lost interference I need a reason to care Give me a reason to care I need a reason to wake up - That's more just selling a record to them