You are not alone

I’ve cried since you been gone

With you I felt at home

But you’re by my side yea

You are not alone

I’ve cried since you been gone

With you I felt at home

But you’re by my side yea

Man I swear I lost It all back when my cousin took her life away

Depression cutting deep scars bruises still can’t get this pain away

I was stressed I was hurting people thought I was just a lame

Until one day i came home shedding tears was running down my face

This shit ain’t funny It all hurts that’s just the demons tryna bring me home

Pain and anger made me think about just letting go

Ain’t wanna be here I just need Jesus to hear me though

Them **** clowned me but I swear that shit ain’t easy bro

Now That’s a shame how when you down no one is there for you

You could lose It all cause no one really wanna hear you through

Scared of dying always crying no one really cared for you

But when you’re gone they pray to god hoping heavens where you made It to

Do you feel the pain I feel something like you always dying

Can’t get relief head off the swivel the shit that get us crying

Felt like I’m dying just want a perk just to put this shit behind me

I was Weak ain’t get no sleep with all this stress that been inside me

I felt cold almost like I ain’t even have a soul

Chest was heavy hardly breathing I was feeling broke

You know that pain you feel in your heart when you lost someone close

Well that’s the pain I’m feeling daily **** never know yeah yeah

You are not alone

I’ve cried since you been gone

With you I felt at home

But you’re by my side yea

You are not alone

I’ve cried since you been gone

With you I felt at home

But you’re by my side yea

Now lemme take you back before the days I started rapping.

When I was weak a loose link my life was just all but a tragic

And I was down thinking about better days asking god about the things I can’t imagine

A lot was going on but I never thought beyond depression

I had to open up my eyes and see my life why so dramatic

Tears shedding wondering why with the pain I’m feeling panic

Took my struggles off my chest made It a song this shit a classic

My life flashed before my eyes like a movie so cinematic

Now tell me why I never feel the hope with my success

No my side when I heard my cousin laid to rest

I always scrutinize it’s cause I want the best to be the best

I told the truth and I tried to overcome to beat the test

I think a lot is on my mind so I gotta hold off

I been going through some shit and I just wanna go off

Just want a addy and a perc so when I’m down I zone off

Deep scars deep scars Lotta shit is on pause

Mixed emotions in my head I think It’s causing deep thoughts

Hearts been broken countless times I end up feeling so lost

Happiness I don’t know that shit cause depression makes It worse

Deep scars deep scars lotta shit is on

You are not alone

I’ve cried since you been gone

With you I felt at home

But you’re by my side yea

You are not alone

I’ve cried since you been gone

With you I felt at home

But you’re by my side yea

Joelle , you’ll always have a pice of my heart, rest in peace