Ladder Song

He plans to travel outside But never winds up leaving his room He wants to socialize But anxiety tells him what to do He dons optimistic vibes Untrue to how he feel inside He flirts with suicide And repeatedly himself There has to be more to this life Than staring at my alarm In the morning There has to be more to this life Than waiting around for someone to save me There has to be more to this life Than merely what the naked eye can see There has to be more to this life But I think I'll just end it now His life was a climb up a rickety ladder He was twenty years up, and was scared of heights He didn't pretend to have the answers He knew up from down, not wrong from right As he dangled at deaths doorstep He regretted so many things He cut My noose in a last ditch effort He chose life, he chose to climb