Wassup Sahir, how you been

I see you chasing dreams

Seen you dropped your tape

I always said you could do major things

Know you heard I spoke ill about you and tried to clown you

I'm apologizing at the time i just hated you

It wasn't my intention to try and make a scene

Aw fuck it maybe it was but i'm hitting you up

Cause i’m still stuck thinking bout what it was that made you leave

You went and got your shit together

But never stopped to think about how it was breaking me

I know you seen I ran away from my fathers

Scary thinking you took my virginity and made me a monster

I know that second verse in that song loving sin was about me

But i’m not the only one running round hiding they problems

You could fill a cemetery with all them skeletons that sit in your closet

Don't know if that baby was yours but you the reason i got the abortion

Can act like you forgot bout it, but you know deep down in your heart

That it’s all your fault, ****

You know it's all your fault

Said that you’d be there for me

Made me fall for it, I should've known you'd leave

How do you live with yourself or even look in the mirror mm

Guilty tone in your voice and i can, i can hear it

Yo my ****, know you seen my text

I know you better than that shit you ain't made it yet

I know the way we used to play our cards was a gamble

And staying away from this life probably your safest bet

You always was a leader of your own,for that you gained respect

All that common knowledge that you loaned

Feel like i had a debt i owed and i was hoping i could pay you back

But I see you don’t answer phones no more

**** you don’t come back home no more

Shit you don’t even write, or bring me up in your songs no more

Unless you saying how i changed or did you wrong but bro

If anybody changed,it was you ****

And you ain’t stick around to help me change too ****

And that ain’t thurl or real

So if I get shot and killed or we just simply grow apart

You'll know it’s all your fault, ****

You know it's all your fault

Said that you’d be there for me

Made me fall for it, I should've known you'd leave

How do you live with yourself or even look in the mirror mm

Guilty tone in your voice and i can, i can hear it

You said you’d change for the better you never see it through

**** you change like the weather i know you see it too

You got a 3 month old brother

You never seen him two, times

Holding grudges cause your father wasn't round & he's trying now

But you won’t key him through

Pride gon be the reason you miss out on a lot of things

Being stupid i never wanted to end up being like you

I know you look in the mirror and nothing gets clearer

I can’t believe i’m you

Hope you know that i don’t fuck with you

I hate the fact that til i’m dead ima be stuck with you

And i know that this ain’t right, but i pray there’s no afterlife

Cause i done had enough of you

You ruined a life with the only girl that truly loved you

You ruined bonds with them **** you used to call your brothers

All because your selfish fears of never being a star

So when nobody's there and you alone in the dark

You’ll know it’s all your fault, ****

You know it's all your fault

Said that you’d be there for me

Made me fall for it, I should've known you'd leave

How do you live with yourself or even look in the mirror mm

Guilty tone in your voice and i can, i can hear it