Bestowed w growing pains, can't face change, though I walk miles alone, trials n tribulations till destination home

Living a raw life, addicted to the stress, found comfort when life a mess, steady strong tho my fifth year depressed

Different process, can feel it building up in my chest, I been lost yes, young kid thriving w no rest

My life whole life been hella vexed, moms saying to find the light, I know she ponders thru the night, asking god if she did right

Raising 4 working overtime, shit got hard but we was always fine, counting up the dimes, was scheming out the finish lines

Always made it work, even days where control was lost, mind up in the dirt, shaking till my wrists hurt

I been mistaken one too many times, I seen the signs so I'm waiting patient soon I know shit gon be fine

Really came from suicide, guys with nines, selling slime through the nine till we reached the six , still stay twined

Remained real, making millions in my black air force ones to show em how I feel

Was in the field, lost many homies they souls stealed, seen em dabbing off the pills couldn't muster a squeal

The ripple still in affect, muh fuckers in they feels, poised milly rocking in the clubs shit that don't appeal, on my dead ain't no one really real

Shits different nowadays pave my own lane, different nowadays pave my own lane