Write it up in a thousand lines

Why does all this still feel the same?

Maybe I’m to blame

I’ve got broken teeth from chewing through your bones

You’re fine with losing hope

Is this what I wanted?

A fractured version of me dwelling in the dreams of the person I know I’ll never be?

Spinning in front of me, giving me vertigo

My eyes are red from the substances that make me feel it all

I should pack up and leave but there’s nowhere to go

So I’ll just watch all my friends sail off to the greater unknown

I’m not getting anywhere

Swallow me without a chaser

Spit me out onto the pavement and watch me become one with the concrete on your street

Spinning in front of me, giving me vertigo

My eyes are red from the substances that make me feel it all

I should pack up and leave but there’s nowhere to go

So I’ll just watch all my friends sail off to the greater unknown

I hate watching you go

I hate watching you cross the state line, it fucks with my mind

I know I seem upset all the time, shifting my shape to change pace, ‘cause I hate watching you go

Spinning in front of me, giving me vertigo

You’re the one thing in my life that makes me feel whole

Spinning in front of me, giving me vertigo

My eyes are red from the substances that make me feel it all

I should pack up and leave but there’s nowhere to go

So I’ll just watch all my friends sail off to the greater unknown