Doctor (feat. James Blicq)

From my youth I have suffered and been close to death I have borne your terrors and am in despair Your wrath has swept over me Your terrors have destroyed me Doctor tell me where it hurts, I don't even know myself Blinded by this pain, drowning in my doubt Can you tell me what is wrong? Cause I don't know anymore I've got a plan, I've got demands And they need me to be alive Cut down, stepped on, stabbed in the back for so long Left here, for dead here, fell through the cracks on my way home Give it all up, give it all up, give it all up and just let go Give it all up, give it all up, but what if it's too late I dug myself six feet deep, but I can't seem to bury me Tormented by these lies, and all these demons are inside Feeling trapped inside this cage, I can't seem to find the key I need relief, cure this disease Save me from myself Cut down, stepped on, stabbed in the back for so long Left here, for dead here, fell through the cracks on my way home Give it all up, give it all up, give it all up and just let go Give it all up, give it all up, but what if it's too late But what if it's too late All day long they surround me like a flood They've completely engulfed me You have taken from me friend and neighbor Darkness is my closest friend So many times, I've tried to find The answers that they're telling me I have inside But I won't lie, and say I'm fine While these demons in my head eat me alive Cut down, stepped on, stabbed in the back for so long Left here, for dead here, fell through the cracks on my way home Give it all up, give it all up, give it all up and just let go Give it all up, give it all up, but what if it's too late But what if it's too late But what if it's too late When I say my foot is slipping Your unfailing love supported me When anxiety was great within me Your consolation brought me joy