When you ask me, brother are you okay

And I answer with no not really aye

Then it's your job to go get to me, ask me how are u feeling, is there something I can do

There's only one thing that helps, sit down, take a breath and listen to me for a sec

I can't take it anymore all on my own, all the shit that's coming at me, all the shit that's being thrown

How can I drop consistently when I keep losing energy

Trying to find a way out of this misery

Back in the days I was hard, I was smart

But right now I feel so fucking retarded

Yo my ears are shit, yo my mind is shit, yo my confidence is shit, I can't believe it

In two three months, I lost everything I've got, now I'm sitting every night alone listening to Travis Scott

Mr Webster, mr Mathers, mr Van Veen

Just a couple of the guys that keep my head clean

Take a bath, play some music, I don't need the lean

Let me just lose it, let me just leave the scene

Yo my father's back alone and that shit is not nice

Would do anything to give back his paradise

When I'm crying, he's the one that comes with some advice

Always ready to sacrifice, c'mon give him a slice

Just a slice of the life that we all want

Build a home and be a great husband

I can tell you he's the best in both of em

That guy has build my home and he is a great husband

But sometimes you don't get what you deserve

You work hard all day but for what, the nerves

You're my dad, you're my father, you're my big brother

You're my dad, you're my father, I don't want another

How can I drop consistently when I keep losing energy

Trying to find a way out of this misery

Back in the days I was hard, I was smart

But right now I feel so fucking retarded

How can I drop consistently when I keep losing energy

Trying to find a way out of this misery

Back in the days I was hard, I was smart

But right now I feel so fucking retarded

I can tell you be proud of your two sons

And the daughter and the angel, the man you've become

Without you, I wouldn't last a fucking day

Without you, I would be nothing, without you, I fucking break

You can't imagine what's the value of a father like you

You kept us together in a time we all knew

That our life just changed in a way that's forever

Shit is fucked, it will never be the same

Yeah that our life just changed in a way that's forever

Shit is fucked, it will never be the same

But you're my dad, you're my father, you're my big brother

Yeah you're my dad, you're my father, I don't want another