I Want Out

My friends all think I'm crazy I feel like I'm insane It makes more sense to die then To always feel this way I'd rather break my body I just want back control So is there anybody To explain why I'm alone 'Cause I hate this shit But I can't say shit Without drawin' attention And I hate this shit But I can't say shit Without burnin' my bridges I want out, I want out right now But I'm afraid of what happens now If I give in, If I give into the pain What can I say, I'm so afraid I see a million doctors Choked down a million pills I smoke until I'm rollin' I'll drink until I feel Let me get a shot of whiskey Can you pass another bowl? I'll drive home a little sloppy Paranoid and miserable 'Cause I hate this shit And I can't say shit Without drawin' attention, huh But I hate this shit And I can't say shit Without burnin' my bridges I want out, I want out right now But I'm afraid of what happens now If I give in, If I give into the pain What can I say, I'm so afraid I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid, I'm so...)