happy. (feat. 釈迦坊主)

Wake up every morning, wish the day would end

Long nights got me overthinking everything

Getting used the pain, you start to feel numb

Tell me what I gotta do to feel alright

Mama told me that it's alright

But it's not, so I drank, oh no

I don't understand what you're saying till I'm sober

Will you say it again when it's over?

I've been trying to search for angels fighting demons

I think I've found happiness in self destruction

Living hell, depressed, oh fuck, I'm overthinking

Too scared to show, no, I don't wanna spill my weakness

Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills

I hate to admit but, I don't think I can quit my addiction

I'm so happy (So happy)

Oh, what a wonderful life

I'm so happy (So happy)

Oh, what a wonderful life

These nights I'm lost in my head

I don't know when to get out

She might be fucking someone else

While I'm alone in my bed

Hallelujah, Jesus, save us, hands together

I'm on my knees again, praying

Hoping that you'll be there when I come down

Can't fucking take this, will you chase me when I run out?

Living hell, depressed, oh fuck, I'm overthinking

Too scared to show, no, I don't wanna spill my weakness

Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills

I hate to admit but, I don't think I can quit my addiction

I'm so happy (So happy)

Oh, what a wonderful life

I'm so happy (So happy)

Oh, what a wonderful life

悲しくなんかないんだ

いつだって俺は High だ

パパは俺より Drug を

愛してる ママ泣いてる

パパはいつも泣いてる

ママを殴ってる泣いてる

地元なんかいらないから

何処かへ逃げようよ

何処かへ逃げようよ

東京二人暮らそうよ

幸せに暮らそうよ

気付いたら俺は業の

最中にいた お父さんが

好きだったアレがもっと

欲しい ごめんママ もう

Living hell, depressed, oh fuck, I'm overthinking

Too scared to show, no, I don't wanna spill my weakness

Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills

I hate to admit but, I don't think I can quit my addiction

Depressed, oh fuck, I'm overthinking

Too scared to show, no, I don't wanna spill my weakness

Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills

I hate to admit but, I don't think I can quit my addiction

(So happy)

My addiction

What a wonderful life

Oh, what a wonderful life