Soul Hunt

At a loss for words Should've dodged the curves Now I'm off the road With no wheel to turn Don't think I haven't noticed On the floor I'm choking On the inside fires burning On the outside I'm close to blowing So tell me who the fuck am I? Will I just go and live another life when I die? Or will this pain come and go Fucking show up then hide I feel slipping I'm demised and forgotten Personalities protected me often At the end I can't pretend my brain isn't rotten Dug myself into this ditch I always get lost in Hope you love to hate the ways we seem to duplicate Every situation makes me crave a snub 38 Taste the barrel in my mouth and I can't fucking wait To see the people that I love agonize in pain I'm soul hunting Lost my composure lost it all Death brings me closer as I drop the ball Soul hunt