The Fear of Losing This

Open your eyes and see what you have But really, I know inside, it's all the same in death But my mind is mine for now I never asked to be here at all So why do I have to face the fear of losing it? Of losing why I live? And if I just knew, I'd already be gone I told you everything that I had the chance to And there is no more now, no more light, gold and low There is only what I have until that goes Now every night, I pray to the stars I say, "Please, give me love, or please, just give me strength" The colors I've loved, they all become gray Like everywhere I've been won't be there someday It's a beautiful thing that I keep close to me And I won't forget, but nothing is mine to keep