Sadboi

I'm just a- I don't get kicks out of Vodka, 'cause I don't get sick anymore I don't miss the feeling when my eyes are streaming from crying alone on the floor Must be healing, I've been feeling I'm worth more (Sadboi, Sadboi) When I hang out with my relatives, I don't have nothing to say They tell me I'm so double negative I say "it's relative, give me a break" I'm not dealing well, I'm freewheeling to hell, keep me safe (Sadboi, Sadboi) I'm just a sadboi Oh, boy Sadboi I wear my stripes out of duty But I wear my sadness with pride I got my credentials from unstable mental health I don't have nothing to hide Something's grabbed me with time And now I'm happy that I'm not dead (Sadboi, Sadboi) I'm just a sadboi Oh, boy Sadboi Boys never cry, but I cry all the time I could fight it, but I would be lying I'm stuck in my ways, I'm stuck in my ways Boys never cry, but I cry all the time I could fight it, but I would be lying What more can I say? (Sadboi, Sadboi) I'm just a sadboi Oh, boy I'm just a sadboi Oh, boy Sadboi