Bokeh

While the lights burn red in the back of my eyes I take deep breaths; just a matter of time Before the world laid before me, with starlit skies Blurs into oblivion, but you'll still thrive If all i'll have left are the memories Of your dark eyes, as close as we'd be It breaks my heart that i'll never ever see them again I'll want to see them again But not even the future can predict what i might see What i might see What might i see? I know one day i'll fly away And find someplace where i might stay Where i'll pretend to see my face In the mirror on the wall i placed And if you were to come to me With one last gift that i might see A bouquet's a bouquet And that's well and okay But i won't pretend if i only see bokeh Perhaps one day i'll become a machine And view our world like no human being But even then, they'll be camera feeds And soon all that tech will be obsolete Then i'll need it all replaced All this just to see your face It'd break my heart if i couldn't see a trace anymore Can't be replaced anymore And not even the future can predict what i might do What would i do? I know one day i'll fly away And find someplace where i might stay Where i'll pretend to see my face In the mirror on the wall i placed And if you were to come to me With one last gift that i might see A bouquet's a bouquet And that's well and okay But i won't pretend if i only see bokeh (But i won't pretend if i only see bokeh) (But i won't pretend if i only see bokeh) (But i won't pretend b-but i won't pretend b-but) (But i won't pretend b-but i won't but i won't)