Cause I don’t know where to go

But even when I do I feel alone

Addicted to the pain I guess I’m broken (x2)

Yeah, I got a lot to live but I’m runnin’ out of time

That’s what my guy’s tellin’ me so I been on the grind

Bittersweet, bittersweet as I’m walkin’ on the line

Cause it feels like I been chasin’ for a life I left behind

Yeah I know

Change is essential if I wanted happiness

But I’m a different person everyday, I never can just sit

And appreciate the being I am, cause I can’t fathom this

Soul that I got, pullin’ me ways where I ain’t graspin’ shit

Went from having loads of friends to maybe just a few

And I’ve become addicted to the reclusive life so I ain’t comfortable

Hangin’ around the crowds, I’d rather kick it with just one or two

But even then, I still feel the tension to just get up and move

Alienated, alien invasion inside my head

Beware of the spaceship

The place of an abrasive patient where he’s pacin back and fourth

Evasive to the world he’s afraid of facing

So he stays inside, makin’ these rhymes, so he ain’t gotta say shit

Cause I don’t know where to go

But even when I do I feel alone

Addicted to the pain I guess I’m broken (x2)

See, I didn’t know that if I grinded more

I would find myself lifeless and tied to the floor

So when I say I sore, that’s a lie

Cause my back’s against the ground, I just been staring at the sky

So I force myself to believe that I’m flying, hope I take off soon

But I promise I won’t disappoint the fans and I pray y’all do

Hold me to my word like hangman, cause Jay’s not cool

With staying complacent but sometimes, I may fall too

And even when I have, y’all didn’t know but still hit me up like “where you been at bro? It’s been a few months and you still a ghost. Hope you didn’t quit, I’d be miserable. Your music got me through some difficult shit and I hope you listenin’ bro, cause two minutes before I listened to your song, I really almost slit my throat.”

Woah

And it’s the shit like that, that keeps me goin’

So if my happiness is at stake, then I don’t need it showin’

Dependence is a drug, but y’all can count on me for that

Y’all don’t fit in with these people? Good. That’s why I had to flee the pack

Cause I don’t know where to go

But even when I do I feel alone

Addicted to the pain I guess I’m broken (x2)