I wake up fucked up every morning

Nothing changes but the clothes on my back

And where my acne is at

I swear excessively not because my grammars shit

But because I'm always so mad

Everyone betrays me

You looked me in the eye and you told me

You wanted to be high every day of your life

You fucking got me

And now I sit here just like you, bored as fuck and desperate for something that will

Knock me out

Of this world

And I miss the comfort of being a fuck up with my friends

They drained the good in my blood and turned me bad, bad, bad, bad!

And now I'm getting drunk all alone

Fucking up all by myself, it's not the same

You got me hooked, you left, and I stayed the same

Stayed the same

Stayed the same

You gave me all your bad habits

Then left me to deal with it on my own

I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm doing!

All I want is more so I feel

The hole in my chest fill up one tiny grain of sand at a time

Fuck all this time

I have to myself and where the fuck

Is my ambition I miss having drive

I'm so tired, every day of my life

But you don't care you wish I was dead

It's okay, me too, I hate myself for

Letting you have so much power over me

Its been a year and I still remember the color of your eyes

And I miss the comfort of being a fuck up with my friends

They drained the good in my blood and turned me bad, bad, bad, bad!

And now I'm getting drunk all alone

Fucking up all by myself, it's not the same

You got me hooked, you left, and I stayed the same

Stayed the same

Stayed the same

It's been a year and I still remember the color of your eyes