Think I'm trying something different

Skip the text and shit, wrote a letter to her soul felt and hand written

Yeah it's hard but, i pour my heart out

Should i start out by saying "i love you baby"?

Or is that not real enough?

Feelings fucked up cause i usually don't feel enough

Usually don't feel enough

Daddy said boys don't cry. See i wasnt raised you feel the way i do.

So i gotta apologize for being so unavailable to you

Chorus

Sometimes i just go numb numb numb numb numb numb

Aye, numb numb numb

numb numb numb numb numb numb

Sometimes i just go numb numb numb numb numb numb

Aye, numb numb numb

numb numb numb numb numb numb

I can't imagine how hard it must be you be in love with me... to be in love with me

'Cause Sometimes i just go numb numb numb numb numb numb

Aye, numb numb numb

numb numb numb numb numb numb

Verse 2

Broken promises, broken hearts, broken dreams

Its hard to build forever on broken things

And it's hard for the heart to speak these unspoken things

So i nearly drowned in ink when i wrote it

Daddy said boys don't cry. See i wasnt raised you feel the way i do.

So i gotta apologize for being so unavailable to you

Repeat chorus

Bridge

Anesthesia, get amnesia, i forget the fact that i need ya. oh why?? Oh why??

I'm in deep and this is defense. Play and pretend.

Barely breathing. Oh why?

They say fuck the love, get the money.

Got my money up, but it ain't enough.

Ran them commas up until I'm comatose.

Heart was barely beating but, I'm barely broke

And i need to feel again...i need something real again.

Cause i have been so numb...