What I Want

Quarter to two and I haven't got out of bed Phone keeps buzzing but I'm leaving my messages unread Sick in the head Another day is another dread Feel half dead My mind is cloudy, my limbs are lead A lack of seratonin control A scar that sits on the soul I'm having fits Like opposites are dividing the whole Taking a toll For me that's just another day And if you ask me how I'm doing I will tell you that I'm okay Feeling hazy And I'm losing my control And I can't get out this hole And my world is getting cold And I want you But I think you might hate me I tell myself I'm not going crazy But I don't know what to do And I don't think I'll get through If I end up losing you But I want to Forgot I need your help I'm not being myself at all Another call It's a crisis and it's all up to me And not a thanks for staying through all the instability With no apology I can't unlock a mental block that has no key I'm granting wishes that are taken for free And for granted You can't grow if no seed can be planted Try to live and deal with rants until my word are recanted For me, I just gotta take it day by day And if you ask me how I'm doing, I will tell you that I'm okay Feeling hazy And I'm losing my control And I can't get out this hole And my world is getting cold And I want you But I think you might hate me I tell myself I'm not going crazy But I don't know what to do And I don't think I'll get through If I end up losing you But I want to Forgot I need your help I'm not being myself at all I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long I wanna be a big part of a big corporation I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long and all the night I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long I wanna be a big part of a big corporation I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night I wanna be famous And I want everyone to love me Dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night I wanna be famous And I want everyone to love me Dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night