Not3 to Self

Ya know I'm sitting here with this pen and paper trying to figure this shit out Cause I gotta figure this shit out Lowkeyz These midnights turn to ghosts Lost in ya gaze like floating Falling awake I'm chosen Pray for my downfall hopeless Soulless I don't wanna feel no mo Bottom of a bottle got me on one Need your warmth and concolence I feel so cold and lonely I don't wanna go no mo (No) I just wanna stay here and grow (Yeah) I just wanna be here and love(Yeah) I know it can't be done (Yeah) But why do I need to be the one man Taking these trips starting these journeys The further away the more it haunts me I need this pain so I can keep going Shackles of doubts killing me softly These shackles of doubt are killing me softly stroking the pain with my ego Singing this song can be lethal Battered abused are my people I see all the blood suffering the pain Lying cheating stealing of self Depression suppressed into feelings of wealth I feel like we drowning no swimming for help I feel like we drowning no swimming for help So bury me deep in the sea or burn it all down and stand in the heat Falling from grace I died on that speech Falling awake I'm alive cause I need it Falling from fate I hope I can see it Falling away I hope it won't kill me Things that I lost got me soulless I don't know where I'm going Falling awake I'm hoping A note to self Never go back to the way you've been I'm sinking slowly gasping for air I am soulless I feel nothing I am falling Save me from this I am drowning Gasping for air I am burning Stand with me