I took a cold shower, cried so hard I swallowed my own spit

It's father's day and I need to call, I hit a wall I don't know what to say

Blue and yellow lights, I had a dream they took you from me last night

A mistress, a friend, a fledging lover, you couldn't commit to in the end

Now I'm circling back

Trying to find my feet

Circling back

To another defeat

What do you want from me?

I wrapped my own hands, around my throat, pretended I was a man

I tried to touch myself, I couldn't get off without your help

Now I'm circling back

Trying to find my feet

Circling back

To another defeat

What do you want from me?

And I'll wait x 3

I know you said to try and let the sleeping dogs lie

I couldn't help myself, I stuck my hand right into its mouth