I never thought I'd be this way or see this day

Lately **** hatin', bitches fakin', crazy

Remember days dreamin' I'd make it

To this day I can't believe I made it

I can't even lie, it's unreal

I can't even explain how I feel

I don't even know what's really real

But if I lost it all, baby, would you be here?

Or would you leave me like the rest of 'em?

Do you just need me like the rest of 'em do?

I thought you believed me and really felt somethin'

Until you treated me like the rest of 'em do

Yeah, I been on the road for days

I ain't been home in days

And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick

Ain't answer my phone for days

Long nights and longer days

And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick

I can't even lie, it's unreal

I don't even know how to feel

I don't even know what's really real

But if I lost it all, baby, would you be here?

If I lost it all would they still keep it real?

Yeah, if I lost it all would I still be real?

Lately I'm gettin' calls from people I ain't talked to in years

Cousin just got out of prison, I hit him and asked, what's the deal?

He called me and asked me how much was my deal

Damn, what's the deal?

Sometimes I wish I could go back to the times

When a **** didn't have a dime

Everybody broke, on the grind

Wasn't poppin' champagne, scrapin' up change for a couple bills

Since I got some change, a lot of shit changed with me and my peers

I been feelin' like, fuck the spotlight

I wanna go back to the block light

Look at everything I don't got right

Was it worth it, 'cause since a **** made it

I feel like somethin' not right

I can't tell the truth from the lies

In the coupe with no roof and I'm ridin'

Hit the booth, tell the truth, no lie, no lie

Yeah, I been on the road for days

I ain't been home in days

And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick

Ain't answer my phone for days

Long nights and longer days

And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick

I can't even lie, it's unreal

I don't even know how to feel

I don't even know what's really real

But if I lost it all, baby, would you be here?

If I lost it all would they still keep it real?

Yeah, if I lost it all would I still be?