Everybody But Myself

I've been high and I've been low Ain't nothin' I ain't felt I've been spending time on you I need somebody else I don't really care about the notches on my belt I've been spending time on everybody but myself I nearly OD'd in your bathroom I thought you were my best friend You were drunk and passed out in the bedroom I felt like this was the end And everyone around is dancing They're all fucked up and laughing I hope they're not laughing at me When staring up at the ceiling Is all that helps to heal it I ask myself who I want to be I've been high and I've been low Ain't nothin' I ain't felt I've been spending time on you I need somebody else I don't really care about the notches on my belt I've been spending time on everybody but myself We got matching tattoos in the hallway Stick and pokes and Marlboro Reds Drake and Channel Orange on repeat I never thought we'd be here again And everyone around is dancing They're all fucked up and laughing I hope they're not laughing at me When staring up at the ceiling Is all that helps to heal it I ask myself who I want to be I've been high and I've been low Ain't nothin' I ain't felt I've been spending time on you I need somebody else I don't really care about the notches on my belt I've been spending time on everybody but myself And everyone around is dancing They're all fucked up and laughing I hope they're not laughing at me When staring up at the ceiling Is all that helps to heal it I ask myself who I want to be I've been high and I've been low Ain't nothin' I ain't felt I've been spending time on you I need somebody else I don't really care about the notches on my belt I've been spending time on everybody but myself