Shame

I've never felt more ashamed of myself than right now I've never felt more ashamed of myself than right now I know it's really not up to me But I have to have my say I'm not ready to be this happy Summon the courage I've got a thing to tell You about but it's Not gonna to be easy Oh, I've done something wrong But you're gonna need to remain calm I've never felt more ashamed of myself than right now I've never felt this upset with myself 'til right now I could be the bell of your ball Someone to dance with for a while But I never said I could do it all (Never said I could do it) Summon the courage I've got a thing to tell You about but it's Not gonna to be easy Oh, I've done something wrong But you're gonna need to remain calm Summon the courage Ed, you've got to tell them But it's not gonna be easy Oh Jen, I can't control myself 'Cause I've been with somebody else Wait, it's really not up to me It's blunt and impersonal Does your therapy really help? If you're out of options, maybe Why not try being happy? (So I was talking with Jen the other day) (And, um, yeah, I just started crying) (Fucking ages) (Huh) (Yeah) I know you're not one for words But what I needed, you misheard I'm the dog who shits on the floor Summon the courage I've got a thing to tell You about but it's Not gonna to be easy Oh, I've done something wrong But you're gonna need to remain calm Summon the courage Ed, you've got to tell them But it's not gonna be easy Oh Jen, I can't control myself 'Cause I've been with somebody else (Ooh)