Up All Night

I don't wanna turn the TV off I like sleeping with it on It makes me feel less alone Like I'm still in control I don't wanna get up out of bed I don't wanna have to take my meds I don't wanna fix anyone else I'm still trying to fix myself Sometimes I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for Somebody that I don't need to save more Cause I'm too busy saving myself Sometimes I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for Somebody that I don't need to save more Cause I'm too busy saving myself I'm done hiding when I'm hurt I've been putting myself first I used to try to make it work But I only make things worse I'm still wanting someone new Who knows all the things to do Knows exactly who they are Why is that so hard Sometimes I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for Somebody that I don't need to save more Cause I'm too busy saving myself Sometimes I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for Somebody that I don't need to save more Cause I'm too busy saving myself (Too busy, too busy) I'm done having any doubts I'm not stressing myself out I guess this is growing up I guess this is growing up Sometimes I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for Somebody that I don't need to save more Cause I'm too busy saving myself Sometimes I wait for somebody that I don't need to pray for Somebody that I don't need to save more Cause I'm too busy saving myself Too busy saving myself