Loneliness (feat. Rittz)

You ever heard of sinner's prayer?

You ever had life come and shatter your dreams?

You ever heard of sinner's prayer?

You ever talk to God, and then in turned into a scream?

The weed isn't helping, the liquor don't work

I done did all I can, I'm still feeling this hurt

I been trying to change, I still feel like I'm cursed

Well, the drugs and the stress had appealed to me first

It comes and it goes, it's all that I know

No matter what, all the problems just go

Rolled up to smoked, choppеd up the dough

Been tryna fill up this hole in my soul

I'm on this lonely road, I need thе Holy Ghost

Lord, won't you come and save me?

I'm such a broken soul, I feel like no one knows

The stress I'm dealing with lately

It's my last shot for me to save my spot

And they don't make pain pills to help the pain I got

Loneliness is all I've ever known

It starts to take its toll

A heart can turn to stone

Loneliness is all I've ever known

No matter where I go

I'd rather be alone

The drugs in my system are taking my spirit and breaking me down

I'll drown in this liquor and scream at the mirror, but no one's around

I drink so much Crown

Drained my account

Used to pray, I need faith these days

I pray I pass out

Finally got to that tippin' point

I don't really care about this rap shit no more

Most likely to get divorced before next year

Better yet, wind up dead instead

Hanging suspended from the extension cord

I pray to God, quit toying with me, kill me please

My body feeling like a wilted leaf

I can't keep down food, my liver protruding

Through my ribs, drinking liquor like it's New Year's Eve

But it's Monday, I'm breaking one shade

I really wanna take my anger out on someone's face

It's funny, all the money I just saved is gone, someone's dead

It got swept underneath the rug with some bloodstains

I never listened when they told me it's a dumb dream

The industry is full of greedy cash

Adults dumber than they were when they were young teens

Don't underestimate the ignorance

I used to want to pull the trigger then

But I'm sober now, and I'm feeling so good

Don't pull it, don't pull it

Only thing getting stuck in my head is this Jelly Roll hook

So long

Loneliness is all I've ever known

It starts to take its toll

A heart can turn to stone

Loneliness is all I've ever known

No matter where I go

I'd rather be alone

The drugs in my system are taking my spirit and breaking me down

I'll drown in this liquor and scream at the mirror when no one's around