Everybody, I Love You

Everybody, I love you And I'm so sorry I'm not the man that you think I am Everybody I'm worthless Ashamed to cry To hold and be held, not part of my life Everybody I'm angry And scared to touch I'm an open book, yet the text has been blocked out It's like asthma But it's in my head An absence of breath despite so much air And it's coming for me Though I go on and on It's coming for me Yeah Where did I go wrong? Was it even my fault? What led me here and what can take me forward? Everybody I'm broken Scared of the truth Just tell me what I've done wrong and I'll change for you 'Cause I am trying and I'm probably gonna lose Everybody, I love you Do you love me too? Everybody I love you But it's not the same A beating heart crushed beneath blue veins I've tried so hard to be loved by you But it doesn't work, not even close to the truth It's always happening in the wings of the stage 'Neath trodden boards or beyond our gaze And it's coming for me Though I go on and on and on It's coming for me It's coming for me To love and be loved, not synonymous truths An ageing man using children's tissues Everybody I'm running Running away The soles of latex begin to fray Everybody I'm frightened By the things I've done Tried to do good and it's gone so wrong But I am trying Even though I'm gonna lose Everybody, I love you Do you love me too? Ahh Ahh And it's coming for me Though I go on and on and on and on It's coming for me It's coming for me (It's coming for me) Where did I go wrong? Was it even my fault? What led me here and what can take me forward? (It's coming for me) Everybody I'm broken Scared of the truth Just tell me what I've done wrong and I'll change for you 'Cause I am trying Even though I'm gonna lose Everybody, I love you 'Cause I am trying Even though I'm gonna lose Everybody, I love you Do you love me too? Everybody, I love you Everybody, I'm scared Everybody, I'm broken Everybody, I'm human Everybody, I'm tasteless Everybody, I'm sick Everybody, I've done wrong But everybody, I'm a good kid Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you Everybody, I love you