Ken, I fucking hate you

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless, can't black out on no shit

Been sober for too long, I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion

I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floating

This fucking probation got me all the way fucked up

Too bad that I fucked up, need motivation because I feel like giving up

Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it, I might just go meet Satan

Not faking, I think I might need saving

Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it

I'm so sick of fucking waiting, like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated

I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it

If I don't get drunk soon, imma end up wasted

I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all, I miss the nights when you would call

You made me take down all my walls, just to make me build more walls

Fuck that! I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch

It's like I'm taking pics of pain just to frame it

I made an album, shit I might as well of hanged it

Every tear that I drop, I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt

'Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard

I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw

Hate me or love me, whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia

Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher

I spent my time when in school on a bleacher

Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...shit, I don't know what I need in my life to believe

That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased

I hate this place, I just wish I could leave, fuck

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless, can't black out on no shit

Been sober for too long, I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion

I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floating

This fucking probation got me all the way fucked up

Too bad that I fucked up, need motivation because I feel like giving up

Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated

I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it

If I don't get drunk soon, imma end up wasted

I miss what the drugs do, I need medication