I put God first to separate my day from the night

I turn my back and I don't know who first to pull out a knife

These days it really feel like all I got is my wife

I learn to only trust in Jesus when it come to my life

I feel like my best songs is when I put my feelings in it

They want me to let this go, but tell me, who this real with it

Lately I've been on a roll, I feel like I'm still winnin'

I still feel You in my soul even when I'm still sinnin'

Guess that's why I'm still in it

How come You still trust me?

Why am I so focused on wantin' people to love me?

Been fightin' for acceptance since the day I was born

You ripped the old me up into a million pieces, I'm torn

Now my family don't accept me, they want me to be the old me

Friends don't accept me, they want me to be the old me

I think the biggest problem these days is they don't know me

Been searchin' for love in the wrong places when I'm lonely

I fell off my level and You brought me back

I felt so much pressure like a heart attack

I just wanna go to heaven, give my all for that

And I don't really care how much it costs for that, just wanna get that offer back

It's been free, You made the seed and then You planted that within me

Now it feel like I'm just doin' this off instinct

You givin' all these gifts away like Oprah Winfrey

I can't believe You picked me

No longer do this for myself, I only do this for the Lord

I sacrifice myself and still give God all the glory

Been fightin' for acceptance since the day I was born

You ripped the old me up into a million pieces, I'm torn

Now my family don't accept me, they want me to be the old me

Friends don't accept me, they want me to be the old me

I think the biggest problem these days is they don't know me

Been searchin' for love in the wrong places when I'm lonely

I know some people feel like I'm a hypocrite

Because I preach the gospel and I still sin

I'm sorry that I make mistakes like any person

And I'm sorry I'm so perfectly imperfect

At least I'm not tryin' to live it in repetition

I know some quote-on-quote Christians don't know the definition

Who only claimin' religion to get some recognition

And they be only praisin' God for they self-intentions

Feel like the devil count my sins, he keepin' score

I read the Bible to be busy now, not when I'm bored

Been fightin' for acceptance since the day I was born

You ripped the old me up into a million pieces, I'm torn