I used to not wanna feel shit when I could

But if I could feel something now man I would

I'm a sentimental masochist that always disses

On the people who been missing on the way I used to be

Back when I was open 'bout feeling lonely, hold me

To my words, I'll probably rain if it hurts

And it's already pouring, so I'm

Soaking

Choking

Choking on the words I've never spoken

Oh damn

Flooding

In conversations with myself

Things that I would never tell

Drippin'

On something

The something I've been putting off

That's all I've been thinking of

Okay, okay

Spending all my time tryna fix the unfixable

Always find my thoughts to be so inexplicable

What if I don't wanna wanna try? What if all this isn't right?

What if I don't wanna stop?

Break down the walls I try to claw and cling to when I fall

It's 'bout time to make that call to the reason I'm not used to me

Now this got me talking 'bout feeling lonely, hold me

Til it hurts, rain ain't always a curse

And it's been pouring, so I'm

Soaking

Choking

Choking on the words I've never spoken

Oh damn

Flooding

In conversations with myself

Things that I would never tell

Drippin'

On something

The something I've been putting off

That's all I've been thinking of

Okay, okay

Need someone to hear me out

Need someone to wring me out

Need someone to hear me out

Need someone to wring me out

Soaking

Choking

Choking on the words I've never spoken

Oh damn

Flooding

In conversations with myself

Things that I would never tell

Drippin'

On something

The something I've been putting off

That's all I've been thinking of

Okay, okay

Soaking

Choking

Oh damn

Flooding

Drippin'

On something

Okay, okay